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    REWIND

    March 2006; April 2006; May 2006;

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    Thursday, May 18, 2006


    yay...new domain ready.

    thelifeofajeremy.blogspot.com


    Punking it up ;
    6:55 AM




    Legna'eth frowned as his skidded along the wet, slippery stones. Moonlight gleamed across the forest- a lighted torch, made out of a long wooden branch carried by Legna'eth glowed ferouciously, illuminating the darkness. Determination spurred in his eyes.

    He had heard what drol'ekafeth had instructed him to do. He heard it. Very clearly. Confusion filled his mind- but yet a sense of knowing it ever existed stained his thoughts. Puddles of water rippled as the smooth wind blew across the land. The trees shook-as if an answer, telling Legna'eth to go back.

    But I can't go back...Legna'eth knew. There's something that's forcing me to unravel these mysteries...and it's as if I knew what to do.

    He turned his head slightly and knelt on the ground. His hand felt the soft soil...as drol'ekafeth had said...it was saltish. He was reaching the dying roots of the forest- one part no man had ever crossed.

    If any men ever existed before me...that is...

    A lone man in the world, looking for something so impossible yet creating a vision of realness. Legna'eth smiled at himself.

    Somethings are worth discovering.

    He settled down on the grasspatch and lay down to rest for the night.
    ***

    He jumped to the sides and clinged on the the tree branches as fast as he could.

    "Damn..." Legna'eth muttered.

    His sleep had been abrupt. His eyes were filled with awe. The ground shook beneath his feet. There it was... the thing he was instructed to look for. That huge thing- that being. It had the head of a stone-like figure, a monster. The size was colossal-beyond Legna'eth ever expected. He gulped, feeling the trees right next to his get pulled by the roots from the ground and tossed into the air.

    I will be by your side.

    A voice ringed in Legna'eth's head.

    "drol'ekafeth ..." He whispered back.

    Legna'eth drew his long sword- the one concealed and he didn't even know about. It was just a sudden reaction. The man looked right up to the being- the being he had to kill. The one he had been INSTRUCTED to kill. His poncho moved along with the wind, his legs firm on the side of the tree and his hands- one holding on the the branch and the other the sword.

    "...give me the answers I seek."


    Punking it up ;
    5:22 AM

    Monday, May 15, 2006


    The driftwoods were no ordinary place. Anyone could tell him that- if anyone else ever existed.

    The man awoke with a sudden jerk in the head- a voice, so menacing and loud- had infiltrated his dreams. His eyes were forced open. Blinded by the bright line that shone from the sun, he squinted them again, hoping to fall asleep.

    The Arc's were never like you....you are...different.

    The man turned his head to rest it against the hard, solid ground. It was smooth and white- marble? Was it marble? But the white faded into greyness and a smooth layer turned into a thick, rough layer.

    He shifted himself again, htis time looking back up. Overheading him- three stone statues- carved so perfectly, they even looked like people domineered over him. There was a fourth- but it had been shattered into pieces- only its roots remained.

    Will you wake up...and except this destiny?

    "Who are you?" The man's voice trailed off. He was alone- no other living soul was around.

    The man lay in the centre of the ruins, about 3 metres in diameter, and afterthat came tall, dark grass. Lots of it.

    I am your soul. I am the being that gave you life.

    "And so you say." The man frowned. He got up and stood tall. His clothes- a grey poncho that looked seemingly like a cloak, and a green shirt- a desgin embedded- and long pants. He wore boots- they were wearing off. He looked like hunter in the olden times- he didn't even know what year it was.

    I gave you something...and now...it is your turn to give something in return.

    "Oh yeah?" The man frowned, looking across the dark forests that surrounded him. "What's that?"

    I gave you life, legna'eht...and you must bring death.

    "Legna'eth..." The man whispered.

    Yes...a name of the exalted lords from the time before...a name that belongs, now, to you.

    "My...my name?"The man shook in uncertainty

    A name that will cause fear to stir in the hearts of the other intamate creatures that roam the earth.

    "And...who are you?" Legna'eth said, looking up into the eyes of one of the statues.

    I am known as the drol'ekafeth by the ancients...natas, in another foreign tongue... and I am... the one who owns you.

    -Written by Jeremy


    Punking it up ;
    6:03 AM

    Sunday, May 14, 2006


    Love hits where it hurts.

    thelifeofajeremy.blogspot.com

    Where one man's life may depend on your choices.


    Punking it up ;
    4:35 AM




    Ever wanted to know what it's like to be me?

    Take a look at my upcoming schedule...man...I'm in for a ride...

    -Class *removed* project
    -Student Leader Camp
    -SYF preparation for grand opening
    -Student Councilor Investiture
    -Church Youth Camp
    -Song writing with Aniah and Hansen (Tentative)
    -Class Tshirt printing
    -Youth Newsletter for Church
    -Youth Movie for Church
    -Improvement programme for me to catch up on my work :P
    - Writing an epic
    -Doing a CGI -like backdrop (for myself)

    waaaaaa.........sigh.....so called 'june holiday' hor.....

    Just watched Final Fantasy Advent Children (the english version) AGAIN after my last viewing was interrupted...

    OH! BTW! Important hor! Mr Chua told me that for school tomorrow, bring your textbooks and exam pprs!


    *John 12 : 25 ,The man who loves his life will lose it, while the man who hates his life in this world will keep it for eternal life.*

    The world wants to open it's doors and show us the reason why we here in the first place.

    ~Do it while you still have the chance.


    Punking it up ;
    4:14 AM

    Friday, May 12, 2006


    IL DIVO- I believe in You

    Lonely the path you have chosen
    A restless road, no turning back
    One day you will find your light again
    Don't you know
    Don't let go be strong
    Follow your heart
    Let your love lead through the darkness
    Back to a place you once knew
    I believe I believe I believe in you

    Follow your dreams
    Be yourself an angel of kindness
    There's nothing that you cannot do
    I believe I believe I believe in you

    TOUT SEUL TU T'EN IRAS TOUT SEUL
    COEUR OUVERT A L'UNIVERS
    OPOURSUIS TA QUETE
    Sans regarder derrière
    N'attends pasQue le jour se lèveSuis ton étoileVa jusqu'où ton rêve t'emporteUn jour tu le toucherasSi tu croisSi tu croisSi tu crois en toiSuis ta lumièreN'étint pas la flamme que tu portesAu fond de toi souviens toiQue je croisQue je croisQue je crois en toi

    Someday I'll find you
    Someday you'll find me too
    And when I hold you close
    I know that it's true

    Follow your heart
    Let your love lead through the darkness
    Back to a place you once knewI believe I believe I believe in you
    Follow your dreams
    Be yourself an angel of kindness
    There's nothing that you cannot do
    I believe I believe I believe in you


    Punking it up ;
    9:05 PM




    sigh...back to the old place... So loads of stuff happened this week. Some good, some bad... Ppl never appreciate what you've done for them until they realize that you're gone... And yet they still give comments that really makes your heart break. It happened to me just a few days ago...and now I'm seriously considering not bothering about the class anymore. On a lighter note, i was listening to dad's IL DIVO...and wow...I think they are really good...might be posting a video/music clip here based on them...

    *Hebrews 10: 36 "You need to persevere so that when you have done the will of God, you will receive what he has promised."*

    Yup... that's what the 10: 36 on my hand stands for... It's a constant reminder for me from the bible... I've been really... down...to simply put it.

    It always hurts to see a brother fall and injured...but it makes me even hurtful when I see everything that I've lived for taken away from me and given to someone who doesn't deserve it.

    BUt then, I realize that I've forgotten something important. I've forgotten how God plays a role in my life. And that for everything that happens, there's a reason.
    And there are always choices we can make.

    Because of this, I've let a heavy burden off my chest...and the realization of God's presence once again is so much more meaningful to me...

    I've always wondered what would happen if I were to be taken away from my friends suddenly...

    I'll never leave them unguarded...I'll be there for them if they ever need me... And that should I ever be taken away, they will not have to worry, because I have done something to keep them consolidated.

    These are the wishes I've been pondering about and felt so strongly...andI've realized the maount of courage it takes to step up to one's beliefs...and it can sometimes mean letting go of those you loved so dearly for tha sake of a freind... But nonetheless, it is always better to give than to receive.

    But perhaps- I have given too much?

    It's never too late to accomplish your dreams... and the road may be rough...but always know that there will be people who will be behind you.


    Punking it up ;
    8:16 PM

    Saturday, April 29, 2006


    Long time never blog liao....this is my 41st post here...in this domain....so might be changing to another domain soon... :)

    lol...I've been quite down lately...depressed and upset. But I'm feeling better.

    The english ppr was quite...okay...I suppose. Wrote about drink Driving for the Compo segment...might post it up here when I get it back. :)

    2 more days of silence.

    R


    Punking it up ;
    6:13 AM

    Saturday, April 22, 2006


    Just came back from Student Counselor Selection camp.......I'm really tired....

    Anyway, I've got ALOT of things to do.... School Stuff...Church Stuff....House stuff....School Stuff...

    I almost blacked out when I had tuition today...lol...don't worry...I'm ok....this is what happens to you when you lack of rest, depressed, overworked, underworked, avoided, uncooperated, suspected, murdered (ignore this one), vocally tired....

    Sigh...



    My eyes are half shut/ half open (Choose which one you prefer... Optimists prefer half-open....Pessimists prefer half-shut...lol) and I've got to do a PPT presentation!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


    NOONONONONONONONONONO!


    ANyway...now some sad stuff....

    My church friend's daughter, she's the same age as me...I'm 14 btw...incase you did not know... anyway...she passed away today...


    It's truly scary how life can be taken from you in an instant.... and then you might never get another chance to do what you want to do... I really hope that you guys see that NOT ONLY old people die...anyone of us could die anytime...and that's the fearful truth.... To me, it's a wakeup call...a huge one infact... I'm a little on the edge now...trust me...I could shoot a gun at the person who annoys me and not feel guilty right now...

    But I want you guys to realize, just like I did, that we might NEVER get another chance to...perhaps...tell someone you loved them...or pass up math homework....or sing your final song....or gain a new level in DOTA... but either way, I hope that we'll live life to the fullest while we can.

    I'm observing a minute of silence as well as reflection as I type this...

    Sometimes, I wonder if I'll ever get what I've been dreaming for so long...

    R


    Punking it up ;
    5:31 AM

    Tuesday, April 18, 2006


    'We all have the choice. It's our choice whether we want to do it....'

    Sometimes I wonder if I did the right thing. Why doesn't anyone see it the way I do? I feel as if my world has ben turned against me... and there's nothing- despite how hard I try to do it- I can do...

    I have a friend, he suffered the same thing I did...the only difference was the reason he was suffering. But still...the pain was the same. He's a good friend of mine, and when he finally let it out there was nothing I could do. I prayed in a corner, trying to think what to do to help him but I felt so helpless. I couldn't hold it any longer. There must be something I could do....yes...there was....but if I did it...

    You may see me as an insocialble person or one who doesn't like to participate much... but I suppose you should have every right to know why. I don't want to do something...so stupid and idiotic that would make me the bad guy in this story. I would kill anyone who'd harm my friends...I'd sacrifice myself to do anything if I saw them get hurt so deeply. Imagine how helpless and angry I felt when my friend- who needed nothing but the support from us- let it get the better of him and there was nothing I could do.

    What about them? Dear friends...it's not that I want to restrict or act so smart in the situation...acting as if I were a pro at depression...but that if we made one single mistake in doing that...the amount of risk of us turning this event in another direction making things far far worse that they can ever be...can you imagine the huge amount of guilt that I'd feel? Yes...I know that you mean well for him...but sometimes, there are some things that we must consider very very wisely. I'm so sorry that you think I'm the bad guy. I'm sorry that all this ever happened.

    *Shoot me and end my misery*- Remember this? It was my MSN ID not too long ago. Yea...I was depressed...so what? You must be thinking, " Jeremy, you know you are so overexagerating this?"

    That's up to you to think. I don't care anymore. I prayed today. Very very hard. I told him, 'I never ever want you to do this to anyone of my friends again. I never want them to suffer. Place their suffering ontu me... I'll suffer for them.'


    Punking it up ;
    2:50 AM