There's been a question ripping my mind apart like a monster. This question could change my life- or it could possibly end it.
Don't ask why. THis is not a very good day- but it also a good day.
We learnt a new piece...' I am a small part of the world' and it's so high I can explode.... But good la....I learnt to be more independent and that sometimes you must have the courage to step up and be a leader.
I look around me and see people, younger and older, holding hands...making out...and I wonder- what do I lack?
I'm probably the most unwanted person in the planet (alright...this statement is over sacarstic but You get the point.)...
There's probably no one out there who wants me. No one out there who feels any sympathy anymore. Gone are the days of the last generation- of which I'm part of. Gone are the days where I have the patience for LOVE to come to me at it's own pace. WHY? WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS TO ME?
I'VE DONE EVERYTHING YOU'VE ASKED ME TO DO...SO WHY! WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS, TO ME???!!!