sigh...back to the old place... So loads of stuff happened this week. Some good, some bad... Ppl never appreciate what you've done for them until they realize that you're gone... And yet they still give comments that really makes your heart break. It happened to me just a few days ago...and now I'm seriously considering not bothering about the class anymore. On a lighter note, i was listening to dad's IL DIVO...and wow...I think they are really good...might be posting a video/music clip here based on them...
*Hebrews 10: 36 "You need to persevere so that when you have done the will of God, you will receive what he has promised."* Yup... that's what the 10: 36 on my hand stands for... It's a constant reminder for me from the bible... I've been really... down...to simply put it.
It always hurts to see a brother fall and injured...but it makes me even hurtful when I see everything that I've lived for taken away from me and given to someone who doesn't deserve it.
BUt then, I realize that I've forgotten something important. I've forgotten how God plays a role in my life. And that for everything that happens, there's a reason.
And there are always choices we can make.
Because of this, I've let a heavy burden off my chest...and the realization of God's presence once again is so much more meaningful to me...
I've always wondered what would happen if I were to be taken away from my friends suddenly...
I'll never leave them unguarded...I'll be there for them if they ever need me... And that should I ever be taken away, they will not have to worry, because I have done something to keep them consolidated.
These are the wishes I've been pondering about and felt so strongly...andI've realized the maount of courage it takes to step up to one's beliefs...and it can sometimes mean letting go of those you loved so dearly for tha sake of a freind... But nonetheless, it is always better to give than to receive.
But perhaps- I have given too much?
It's never too late to accomplish your dreams... and the road may be rough...but always know that there will be people who will be behind you.
